Friday, January 29, 2010

There's Always Gonna Be Another Mountain!!

Life has a funny way of making things work out, and then again life is funny when things don't work out. I guess it is for the best, but I will always have that what if. Lately I have been so wrapped up in my life and a book and school; that I have been kind of staying out of touch with a few friends, so to all of my friends who are reading this........How are you all? Sorry I have been out of touch I would like to say that I will do better but I am not perfect. But I love you all so much! I know my fault for letting our friendship slip away. But in the end I hope you all will find it in you to forgive me. I will say though that I will try my best to keep in touch.

Life is hard some days but for the most part I know I need it to be hard. It's the only way that I can live in this world. I have known for a while that I don't need to prove myself to anyone anymore; as long as I am true to myself and Heavenly Father, I am not worried about what other people say about me. The cup is always half full with me.......always! It's never half empty!! Because I was born for the storm, and oh how I need it! Even though sometimes I don't understand it!

School is good, I didn't do so well on the quiz; but I hope things will improve when I get my laptop that's coming. I must say that I am a U.S. History freak but I am learning new things. Church is good I just wish they would fire me from my stake calling but I don't think that will happen for a while.

There are a lot of things that I want to do in this life, I know that I won't be able to do everything; but I can try my best to do what I can! Lately there have been a lot of thoughts going through my head because of what people have said or I just have been thinking about it. So here are a few of them.

"Some may say, “I don’t like myself.” Sorry. You can shape who you become, you can be more than you are today, but you will always be you." Elder Anderson CES Fireside Jan. 10, 2010

"I like to stand and face the storm head on, cause when it comes down hard, I find out that I can handle it."

"Kind words are sweet tones of the heart." Hymns 232

"So how can you see what your life is worth, Or where your value lies? You can never see through the eyes of man, You must look at your life, Look at your life through heaven's eyes."

"There's always gonna be another mountain I'm always gonna wanna make it move always gonna be an uphill battle and sometimes I'm gonna have to lose."