Roller Coaster!!

Well last Saturday I went out with my family to Denny's, and had dinner with them it was nice being able to see my sister and her husband. Then they came over to the house for a bit after Denny's so I got to visit with them a little longer. Sunday was guess who's coming to dinner, I made enchiladas, it went well enough, even if I couldn't have it out side in my back yard. Church was good I was actually on time for once it was a miracle! I don't like it when I am late!

Monday I went to work and then I went bowling I only played one game though I got a 107 and for someone that hasn't bowled in two weeks I think I did pretty well! So since I worked on Saturday I have tomorrow off and I am going to tour the Capital and go to the Pioneer Museum, and then I am having dinner with my good friend Rose and then we are going to see Night at the Museum 2 and maybe some other people will join us so it should be and eventful day!

So lately I have been thinking about things, I was hoping for boy that I had met to be interested in me enough to want to talk to me a lot on facebook. But alas it seems I repel boys I am tired of ending at a dead end all the time. I hate having to start all over again, but for some reason I can't help myself I met new boys and I get new crushes and it starts again. I just wish it would end or at least come to an end soon, I am tired of getting my hopes up; and I am tired of the boys that like me more than a friend; because I don't like them the same way and it makes me feel bad, because I can't be what they want me to be. Even though, I wish that I could; but I know in my heart that I can't like them more than a friend. I want to give up but every time I try to give up I get pushed forward which is good, but I hope that this roller coaster of trying to find the boy for me will end soon. I know that things will never be perfect and that it takes a lot of hard work for a relationship to work, but at least the roller coaster of dating and flirting will be done!

But I am so thankful for all that my Heavenly Father has given me and I guess all this dead end stuff is experience that I need for the future. I am so thankful for the Savior and his sacrifice for us so that we will have the opportunity to return to Heaven and live with God the Father and Jesus Christ.