Sometimes I feel that life is spinning way too fast for me; and I want nothing more than for it to slow down. Or maybe even stop for a while. Or just be like how it is on Sundays, I must admit that I love Sundays; going to church is a lot of fun and I usually learn a lot, I Iove the mingles that we have after church; and we have such a awesome activities committee, and fhe committee. I do need to do better in my callings and I want and need to go to the temple this week because I did not do it last week.
Work still stresses me out and it drains my energy so much sometimes; and I hate it when I have nightmares about work it’s so not fair. You would think that once I am away from the place that I would not have anything to do with work but no I have to dream about it, curse it all!
School is also another thing in my life that stresses and drains my energy. I wish I was done and knew what I wanted to major in; but alas I am not that lucky and nothing really interests me. I wish I could just live in a cabin and have a horse ranch, now that would be a lot of fun just mountains and horses for the rest of my life, that would be awesome! Ah maybe someday when I have a million dollars.
Well all that I can say is that I am hanging in here, and don’t worry about me I am a big tough girl; I tie my own shoes and everything, I can take care of myself all the bad stuff will not bring me down; because I know that I need trails in order to survive in this life. I can take the good with the bad because the good always wins; and I know that my Heavenly Father will always be there for me; and that he tests me so that my weakness will become my strengths.
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