Realize!!

Now that I have broken up with a boy that I was dating, I have come to realize a few things. I now have a better sense of what I want in a guy that I date. He has to be on the same page as me spiritually, and socially or a page ahead. If I ever start worry about other people's opinions about the guy that I am dating then it's just not going to work; and I need to feel calm with the boy that I date. With the next boy that I date, the relationship will have to go very slow. I have also realized that my mom needs to live forever so that I can always ask for her advice on things!

I went to the zoo the other day and it was a lot of fun! But it also made me realize again about how much I miss my grandparents; oh how I wish my grandparents were still alive and able to come to the zoo with me, or I wish that I could take them out to dinner or go to a concert or theater production. Or I wish I could go on vacation with them, and just to be able to call them on the phone and talk with them and tell them that I love them.

I got to see my younger sister and her husband on the 24th which was a lot of fun; it was good to see them I am happy that they came over and had dinner and did fireworks with us. It was also good to see my aunts family! I had to work on the 24th and the 25th but it wasn't bad because I got off at 5pm so I was still able to do stuff which was nice; and I do get two days off next week which will be a lot of fun.

Well I am starting to feel very tired so I think I am going to go to bed now, and get some sleep so that I can wake up and be on time for church!!!!!!!!

Summer Hotness!!

Wow this year has been pretty crazy, but I have been having a lot of fun! It is still hotter than ever here in Utah, but I prefer it that way I guess that's why I was born in July, because I love the heat! Summer is also my favorite season and the 4th is one of my favorite holidays!! Well I went to a party at my good friend Aimee's house and I went to the Oquirrh Mountain temple open house and that was really neat it is such a beautiful temple. I also did visiting teaching I still have one more girl to visit teach and then I will be done for the month, I do also need to go to the temple.

I also went with my ward up to Brighton for an activity we hiked up to Lake Solitude and then had dutch oven dinner and dessert! It was a lot of fun. Church was really good last week and this week. I really liked the story that Manelle shared in Relief Society about her mom; I just feel really bad because I was late but most of the time I am always late for church, I hate it I don't like or want to be late. Katie's lesson in Sunday school was good as well, I just hate it when I don't make any comments. Then it was guess who's coming to dinner I went to Jeff's house and we had tacos and it was really yummy! Also Hiram taught us how to breathe fire, and that was pretty neat; we also played a card game which was a lot of fun!

I was also dating a boy but things got way out of hand and so I broke up with him; which I am very happy that I did, because it just didn't feel right. But now I like another boy in my ward and I am not sure that he likes me. I think he used to like me, but now I am not so sure; so now it's kind of a wait and see if he gets that I am flirting with him, and hopefully it will be sooner rather than later, because I would like go out with him. I also might have another date with another boy that I met at my friends house at a party, that is if he ever calls me; it will be fun to see how that plays out.

The 24th is coming up this week which should be fun! My family and I usually go to the parade and then have dinner and have fun with fireworks! But this year I think we are just going to have a dinner and party and then have fun with fireworks; which is fine with me because then I get to sleep in! Saturday I will probably make plans with friends; so this week should be good I hope! Work will be lame but what is new about that, I usually find fun at work so it shouldn't be too bad! I also went a watched Harry Potter 6 opening night at 12am with some friends in my ward it was a lot of fun, but I was so out of it and tired when it was over! It was a good movie I wouldn't mind watching it again in the theater!!

Hot Summer Days!!

Wow a lot has happened in the past week. Most of it has been work but on the Friday July 3rd I went out with my friend Jessi down to Provo to the freedom days event that was going on down there and that was a lot of fun we also went to the mall and went shopping. Then we went to Apple Bee's and that was very yummy!!!!!!! Since Saturday was the 4th of July I spent it with my family, at Sugar House Park. We went to the Park around 11am and stayed there the whole day it was a lot of fun. A few of us went down to Barnes and Noble and we also got some food! Then The fireworks went off into the sky and it was beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday I went to church it was good and also I got talking to a boy and we have plans for Saturday and I am going to see if he wants to do something tonight after I get off of work. So we will see what happens, we will see!!!!!!!!!!

Finally the weather has been nice, and the sun hasn't been disappearing for a weeks at a time anymore! I am loving it even though it sometimes feels like it's too hott!!!! But I have to admit that I love the hot I guess that is why I was born in the summer! Today is also my birthday which is kind of neat! I am not really having any parties today because I am partying with my family on another day. But I am afraid that this month is going to be packed and that I am going to be double booked a lot! Oh well at least I will be busy!!!!!