Running Through My Head!

I slept in on Monday which was so nice; then I went to work then again I went to the bowling alley and watched while some of my friends bowled; only 5 of us went to Dee's and so it was a good night over all. Today I have school and I really don't want to go my laziness is kicking in again about school anyway; I would just like to sleep in and just go to my institute class at noon, but I probably won't I will be a good girl and wake up and go to school like I always do. I do need to start waking up earlier so that I can be on time for school and so that I can at least have my hair done before I walk out the door. Also I have no work today so I don't really quite know what I am going to do after school and institute; I may pop in my friends institute class and surprise her cause I haven't seen her for a while. If nothing else turns up I may just go and surprise my friend.

So another thing I really like a guy friend of mine but he doesn't like me, and even though I know he doesn't like me, I still like him more than a friend and I can't shake this feeling. This has never happened to me before and it is freaking me out a little; and I don't know what to do about it. So that is why I really would like to get away, and go on a vacation again. So that maybe if I can get away from this boy then maybe just maybe I will no longer like him more than a friend. Why do I have to like him so much and why won't it go away. Usually I can tell when a boy doesn't like me, so I stop liking him and then when I find out for sure that he doesn't like me more than a friend I don't get hurt. But now that I am no longer hurt by the fact that he doesn't like me the same way that I like him. For some reason that I can't figure out, I still like him and this feeling is not going away.

I am loving my life, I am so blessed. I know I would be nothing without my Heavenly Father I am so thankful for all that he does and gives me. I am so thankful for my Savior Jesus Christ and that he bled and died for me to take away my sins, I know that he lives. There is a line in one of the hyms that I really love that is how I feel about my Savior, "I marvel that he would descend from his throne divine To rescue a soul so rebellious and proud as mine, That he should extend his great love unto such as I, Sufficient to own, to redeem, and to justify. Oh it is wonderful that he should care for me Enough to die for me! Oh it is wonderful, wonderful to me!" I know the Book of Mormon is true and that it was written for our day. I know that Priesdent Monson is the Prophet of the Church, I am so thankful to be a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. I would be lost if I didn't have the gospel in my life it has brought me so much happiness, even though sometimes life is hard; the Lord has to bring us low before he can lift us higher, and the Lord is not just building the church he is also building us. The lord will also never abandon us, so we should not abandon him. The Lord will also aid, strengthen us, help us, and cause us to stand. And I am truely blessed to have family and friends that love and support me!