Searching for a Miracle!!

I am not afraid to be my self and now I let other people see the real me. I really like that I am content with who I am; it has taken me 12 years to realize that just being me is enough.

Lately I have been searching for a miracle and I hope it comes soon or before it is too late! I am still really afraid for one of my friends. I want things to be good again for this friend I want this friend to be happy and loving life. I need these things fixed, because it can't keep on happening over and over again it has gone on long enough. I have been giving this friend of mine advice and help when they needed it. But for some reason it hasn't jogged their head. So I keep on hoping and praying that some how, some way it will get in my friends head; and this friend will learn from this experience. And that my friend will realize that we need trials in order to survive in this life, and I hope that my friend will be able to overcome this trial. Sometimes the Lord has to bring us low before he can lift us higher; and the Lord is not just building the church he is also building us.

"Life it's ever so strange it's so full of change you think that you've worked it out than bang, right out the blue something happens to you, to throw you off course and then you break down. Truth we don't want hear it's too much to take, don't like to feel out of control so we make our plans ten times a day, and when they don't go our way we, break down, ya we break down, don't you break down listen to me, slowly, oh so very slowly except that there's no getting off, so live it, just got to go with it, cause this ride's never gonna stop, break down, don't you break down, no need to break down, no need at all, because it's just a ride it's just a ride no need to run no need to hide, it will take you all around, sometimes your up sometimes your down, it's just a ride, it's just a ride, don't be scared now dry your eyes, it might feel so real inside, but don't forget it's just a ride." This song is sung by Jem and it's called "Just a Ride" if anyone was wondering.

So on a to a positive note I had Monday off from work which was nice I went to my wards FHE and had a blast. We had a talent show and it was really good, one of my friends got up and sang and she rocked the house she was very good. Then I went bowling with some friends in the ward my first score was 82 and then I got a 65 and that is because I haven't bowled for two weeks. So oh well better luck next time!