Wow what a week!!

Thursday I hear that a friend of mine is mad at me for something that is not my fault, and this friend told me twice that it wasn't my fault. So I admit I was really mad, I had so much adrenaline pumping through me, that if I hadn't got enough sleep the night before, so that I could go to the gym after work, I probably would have went over to my friends place and either yelled at or hit this friend. But since I wanted to go to the gym, I went, because I knew that my anger would leave me and it did! But I was still really hurt, I never thought that a friend could or would ever make me hurt so much! Thursday I also went to school and institute which was good I was really late for school though. Then off to work I went.

Friday I woke up at 10:30am and couldn't go back to sleep, so I got up and ate food and then went to work and then the gym! Today I got up at 10:30am again because I couldn't sleep any longer; because I was still really hurt. Then I got ready for work then came home from work for a bit, cleaned the living room then went to a local rock band concert that a friend invited me to; and it was a lot of fun and good music. Then I went out with my friend Rachel to get something to eat, because I really hadn't had anything to eat all day, and that was a lot of fun. We went to yummy Cafe Rio!!!!!!!!! And for some reason I am no longer hurt, well at least not all the time any more. So yay the pain is finally going away, I am healing yes! I was hoping the pain would go away sooner than I expected!

Also since I have been good and I went to the gym twice this week I have lost another 2lbs!! Making a total of 19lbs that I have lost!!!!!!!!!!

So I am really happy that the pain has passed sooner than I thought it would. I wish there was still something I could do to make this friend realize that they can't do this sort of thing to a friend; and then when they decide to apologize expect everything to be the same! I am sorry it doesn't work that way! I am ready and willing to forgive this friend; but this friend of mine needs to be ready and willing to accept the consequences of their actions!